Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I AM SO HUNGRY NOW!!! ARG.Afternoon was not feeling well and i vomit my lunch at evening time. Had my dinner only bread and now i am so so hungry. I lazy to cook, lazy to wash. I just want my darlong beside me.
爱的辛苦却也幸福
1:30:00 AM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
My boyboy back in camp again. TWO weeks again. Again and again and i have to wait again.
So happy this two days be with him. From friday he book out never leave him until today he book in.
Saturday went beach road to get his army stuffs. After get what he want then went to my place to visit my mum. Helping my mum to clean fan. At night back to dearie house. His dad waiting for dearie to be back home. Asking us to stay at home tomorrow for lunch. By right we already plan on sunday to stay at there accompany his dad.
On the sunday. After lunch, evening time dearie went to the living room chat with his dad. Out of the sudden his dad ask him, why his fiancee didnt come out. Haha. Dearie went into the room and tell me. *Laugh*
Went out to chat with his dad with dearie. His dad ask me to say dearie if he is naughty. *Look at dearie and smile* Naughty hubbi. *Missed*
爱的辛苦却也幸福
11:27:00 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I fall sick again.
Monday was not feeling well, take my temperature 37.2 degree. I take it as i was not sick and went for my driving lessons. During lesson i feel more and more uncomfortable. Wants to go back home but still got one more lesson to go. After my first lesson i went to vomit and continue my second lesson.
Reach home about evening time. Take my temperature again. 38.9 degree. Resting at home, take my medicine and wait for darling call at night.
Tuesday getting worse. Wake up at 6.45am, take my temperature. 39.4 degree. Oh noo. Wait for my mum back home and bring me to clinic. Promise those who nag me and ask me to go and see a doctor if i am still not well and i will. Thank. Having my medicine and sleep the whole day. At night wait for dearie call again then went down to meet Huizhen and Angeline for a talk.
Wednesday getting better. Resting at home again but still feel so uncomfortable. At night got class. Waiting for my sister back home and go school together. On the way to hougang mall forget to bring my handphone. Was so breathless but i still went back to collect it cause i scare i cant reach home in time to talk to my dearie. Back to hougang mall again. Feel more uncomfortable and more breathless, return home vomit and did not went school.
Deardear not with me during this few days when i am sick. I felt that i lack of his love and care. I sobbed twice and he have no ideal what has happen. I got love and care from other but what i need the most is dearie love and care.
Love hubbi ~ Happy 5th month Anni ~ Love wifey
爱的辛苦却也幸福
5:59:00 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Last night was sobbing beside
dearie while he was sleeping. Once tomorrow afternoon i cant see him, cant hug him or hold his hands. Cant imaging this 2week without him.
Once i fall asleep i keep on dreaming horror things. Between my horror dream suddenly heard baby cry. Once i heard baby cry i wake up. Making me half wake half dream. I kick down
bloster and
dont even dare to pick up. Wants to wake my
dearie up but
didnt cause we have to wake up early and he is tired. So i sleep close him and hug him to sleep.
Morning
dearie wake me up. We went to meet peter at
mcdonald around 8.15AM. Sending
dearie to camp, this is the first day he going in. Hugging him in
mrt train, slowly.. slowly.. my tears went out..
Inside the camp, those
commandos taking us around. Showing us where they were be sleeping, where the canteen and their timetable. Slowly there is not much time i can be with dearie. Swallow down whatever just not to let my tears out. But at the end i still sobbing infont of him. Once my mind tell me he is leaving me, i cant control my tears. Last hug from him and i just walk off without turning back. I scare i may cry hard and i know i will.From the minute i leave the camp. I wait for his call tonight. Holding the phone close tight to me.Missed ('v')
爱的辛苦却也幸福
2:20:00 AM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Early in the morning darling wake me up. Accompany him to clinic and we set off our day to malaysia.
During the hand print section he so gonggong. Was waiting for him when i am out and next to me was the sign of NO WAITING. Well i know there is a sign but i just being blind and wait for him. Tio say by the police and walk off slowly, keep looking behind for him. *Laugh* Darling so slow.
Custom have been renovate. I dont know. I was blur and my darling also blur. Both octopus. Q.. Gonggong and there we reach city square. Having our shopping first cause had our breakfast in the morning. There we goes, walk around and brought my cheapo shoes for my work. Getting shirts for darling too.
Lunch having season's.
Darling makan baked rice + mushroom soup, i makan fish and chip + mushroom soup.
Dessert mint chocolate ice cream.
Too sweet and then... Muack..
After our lunch, we plan to go for a body massage. Went into 'Thai Massage'. Both of us getting full body massage.
After the massage, shoulders was not that pain and is time for us to leave. Getting things that what we saw and wants.
Back to singapore, darling have to shave botak. Staying with him until the next day. :(
爱的辛苦却也幸福
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