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2010-06-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

First honeymoon in sentosa. 2days, 1night root garden suite.

After putting everything down, we went up the private staircase to tan.

After tanning, went down for swimming.

There is a waterfall in the swimming pool.

After swimming, we went to look for foods. We cant find any resturant. Damm hungry. It was a long time both of us didnt went to sentosa. End up get foods in 7-11. !!

Then went up the room private staircase for jucuzzi.

Bathing time.... So cool wearing this after bathing.

Watching movie in the hotel. Was falling asleep then went up the private stair for a night view.

Now is time for a night walk at the beach.

Fireworks... Back to our room calling room service. Having our dinner inside our room.

Next morning.. Our buffet breakfast. Nothing much more other can eat.

Pack up our stuff and back home.

At night celebrate father day at my ahgong house. Yummy..

2010-05-18T14:00:00.002+08:00

A new beginning start again. Didnt know i will get married so early.

Saturday and sunday, busy going everywhere with my guy to get our wedding things.

Monday - Friday, i have to talk about wedding plan to my parents.

Today have to go try out my wedding gown and evening gowns. Evening have to go do my medicure and pedicure. Tomorrow is the day to take our wedding photos. TOMORROW...

2010-02-19T16:29:00.003+08:00

I am so happy this few days spend with darling. Great time and restless time we had.

20100213 Happy New Year Eve
New year eve night went to darling friend house. Starting was boring. Nothing to do. When there is crowd, the fun start. Midnight i was hungry. Darling cook ai xin maggi for me. Feel the sweet little warm inside my stomach.

20100214 Happy New Year & Happy Valentine Day
First day of new year darling went to my grandma house in the afternoon. Once he step in, can see from his face 'blur'. Haha. Silly baby. First time go girlfriend relatives house bai nai.
At night our little own valentine world.
Collect his present at my house and then went to his house collect mine present.
He brought me a gold ankle and cute soft flower. That a expenvise present. Me? A hand-make present. Not a expenvise gift but alot of hard time and sweat on it. Is my first time using two week to do a present. Hope he really like it cause i like it alot.

20100215
Second day of new year eve night, we went to marina there together my sister and her boyfriend. We went to play the top gun. So scary. Scream like crazy. Haha.

20100216 Happy 1st Anniversary
Third day of new year, we went in malaysia to celebrate our anniversary. Baby brought me a dress at there. He like it and me too. We went to massage and eat at other place. Wow. We like the seafoods over there. Best and cheap. The auntie so cute and friendly. At night was quite tired but still have to go over to my godmum house bai nai.

Now hard time is coming. Two weekend burn. This two weekend i cant get to see him. For sure i will miss him. Having him by my side is my whole life happiness.

I Love You Alot, Baby

Stay With Me Forever

Will You?

2009-11-12T01:48:00.002+08:00

Afternoon, deardear was using laptop. As for me, i was lying on the bed until i fall asleep. Thought he will have a nap with me.

Evening, his aunt and dad went out. I was wake up by them when they are talking. Saw deardear did not have a nap with me and there he come and disturb me. I push him away. He went back continue this movie. Roar. Kicking his pillow, bloster and blanket on the floor quietly. Let him get my attention. He pick it up and throw it on me and now i was waiting for a chance...

There the chance. Hehe. He stand up and went out, i rush to the doors and lock it. Wahahahaha. I won half of the match.

He stand at the window ask me to open up the doors. Nono! Not so easy. Looking at me rolling on the bed just like baby. Trying to do somethings to trick me open up the door.

Then he went to off all the switches in the room to force me open up. Arg. Sitting outside watching tv program. Me, inside the room playing laptop games. No fan, no internet. And there he shout: Let see who is going to give up first!!

Half an hour later, i ask him want to give up anot. He dont want. Waiting... he give up. Hahahaha. Open up the door and there he come.. Oop.. No way for me to run..

Hehe. So happy. Sweet and loving is what i am going to describe on it.

2009-11-08T23:55:00.005+08:00

Having a great day with my dear. We went chinatown to do alot of things.

Firsty, once we reach there:
We brought charger and ear piece for my samsung phone. That is mine and dearly phone. Shhshh. Dearly give it to me to use. He wont like i use my n80. Muhahaha.

Secondly, we passby a small business(doing watches) at road side. Just nice to do dear exppenvvvise watch. Now his watch(Tag heuer) is expenvise then mine(philippe charriol).

And now is time for us to have our breakfast.
We eat bah ku teh at chinatown market but i think tiong bahru bah ku teh nicer.

Next stop.
Went D&C to buy shoes. Dear brought two. One black and one white. Dear so happy and so i am.

Now is my turn to get somethings.
We went to mustafa to get my shaver. Horray.
On the way home, we passby mama shop to get some drink. The weather was quite hot.

Then we went back to his house again. Once we reach home. Dear happily take out his shoes and wear it on. Me, take out my shaver and try it on dear. So funny. I shave it on dear beard. He ouch ouch ouch. It pain. Hahaha..

2009-10-24T12:36:00.003+08:00

Morning bring my dear went another clinic see DR chan. We having roti prata for breakfast. On the way home was playing with dear using gaara and naruto. Like kids fighting.

Oh no my handphone drop in the MRT. Reach home hurry call my phone. Lucky the person pick up and my dear will collect it for me later.

At my room continue play with my dear. Aiyo. Shout until my voice totally break. Now so sexy and man. Going to malaysia later on le.

Take care my dear. Love love.

2009-10-21T13:31:00.006+08:00

Miss my baobei so much but cant do anything as he was in camp.

Today i will be cooking. So long didnt cook dinner for my brother. Think he will be happy. Keke. Before going school i will cook fried rice for him and tabao some for my sister.

Well. Suddenly i feel like doing something for baobei but no ideal what to do. Was wondering what he was doing now. Monday when we was packing his stuffs for book in, he bring in our neoprints and stick in his cupbroad. Everyday can see me. Hehe. So sweet. 我的心干宝贝。

2009-10-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

Later night baobei and me watch one movie on internet. Is a funny ghost show. I laugh too loud. Keke. Baobei stop the show, let me cool down. After the funny part we will continue the end tomorrow. Is time to sleep.

Wake up in morning at 10am. Baobei and me bring his dad and his aunt to hong xin restaurant having dian xin. Is nice but i find the congee taste not same as the first time baobei bring me there.

Evening, baobei was taking a nap. So i was watching a new movie myself. At the same time look at my baobei too. Suddenly... I went to the kitchen. Bring in his army clothes. Folding his army clothes beside him. Feel sweet.

2009-10-02T23:10:00.001+08:00

Today feel so unhappy, uncomfortable and happy.

Unhappy because of work, of peoples around, of 社会。WHY!! TELL ME.

Uncomfortable because my gastric start giving me trouble. I skip my breakfast in the morning. Having lunch at 3plus. Thought of not eating and wait until 6plus cause my gastric not feeling well. End up my colleague yan ping keep on ask me go lunch, if not she will buy for me. She know i havent has my breakfast. Well. Went food court, i order breakfast set A. Just something light. Tea, Eggs and Breads.
15mins later.. I went toilet vomit.

Happy because i got my boyfriend care, got his love. He try to call me when he saw my messages. I message him just to tell him my gastric problem and what i am unhappy about. He call and ask "You ok anot"? On that mins i feel somehow of sweet, care and love on it. Really happy that he worry about me.

Just now have a short chat before he off light. Tell him what i have done today.
- What happen during my work.
- Getting a pair of slipper for his dad.
- First time talk with his dad on phone.
- Buying KFC chicky kid meal.
- Must get the whole set of the shinchan set toys.

Dinner having KFC chicky kid meals because i want to collect four shinchan toys. I am so slow. Now all outlet only have number 3 & 4. So i order two sets of it. Oh my gosh. No more number 1 & 2. I ask the manager for help me, call other outlets if they have it anot. I dont mind getting display, i just want to get all four. Thank god. The manager is so much helpful. I manage to get all four by next week. I will write him a testi for being so helpful.

After finish my two set of chicky kid meals my gastric suddenly pain, feel like vomiting. Thought of control but maybe if i vomit out my gastric will be better and the pain will stop. In the end, i cant control anymore. Vomit and my gastric pain stop but still abit uncomfortable.

2009-09-28T23:29:00.005+08:00

Saturday, sunday and monday have to stay at dearie house whole day. Look after his dad, as his aunt went back malaysia to attend wedding.

Sunday, dearie have to book in. Left me take care of his dad. After dearie leave, his dad chat with me. Asking me how i think of dearie? Ask me to take good care of dearie.

At night sleeping alone at dearie room. so scary. Maybe i not use to it to a new house. The next day wake up in the morning. Getting breakfast for his dad. After breakfast back to bed again until afternoon, getting lunch. 3o'clock went to collect his dad new spect.

Back home, bring in dry clothes and fold. Putting dearie clothes in his cupboard. As for his dad and aunt clothes, wait for his aunt back and keep. Everything was done, watching tv with his dad.

At night, his aunt finally back from malaysia. Having dinner with them. After 8o'clock was going to go back home. Dearie dad ask me to stay over. Tell him my mum is waiting for me at home. He ask me to come tomorrow. Kee.

2009-09-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

The Cafe Cartel for tonight dinner with my sis. My sis having honey ribs and me having dolly fish again. Yummy. Honey ribs, i find it not that nice. Maybe too sweet and too much fats. She also think so. After my dolly fish, i was still not full enough. So having some breads. I find one bread that is so much cute. What do you think so..

Is that cute? What do you think it look like?

I think it look like a bread. Haha. Bread with butter.

Yumyum..

2009-09-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

Dearie book in one day and he fall sick. Tuesday book out and i went to his house and take care of him. Was staying over his house but i forget to wear my shoes for work. So i went back home and wednesday night went over again. He was having fever and flu. Keep on try to stay a distance far from me. How crazy he was but i keep on go near him. Stick with him and i wont let go.

Thursday whole day stay beside him. Cleaning his body and changing the towel for him. Helping him to cover blanket. Getting water for him. Trying to do my part being his girlf.
I will be there for you and i promise.

2009-09-20T03:56:00.004+08:00

I am going to miss this house that i spend 7month with it with my dear.

Sitting on this swing with my dearie is much much sweet. Chating, laughing, smiling at each other is what a sweet time we have.

This is half of their living room, where they put their sofa and where i chat with his dad and aunt. Another half of their living room putting television, alcohol, etc.

Dinning place. This side connected to their living room. Where we having breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Up the stairs. Will be his dad room, his sister room and two empty rooms. Dearie choose to be at the ground floor room. Beside the stairs, is a small storeroom.

This is dearie and MINE room. Haha. But now is all empty. Sad.
Having a king size bed, having the aircon on whole day, got to watch movie together. The best is every rooms got toilet and bathtub.

Next to dearie room, will be office room. Forget to take photo of it. Arg.

Kitchen. Everytime i will become a rat after my meals to come in and take sour plums. Dearie will bite my sour plums whenever i take it. Naughty him.
Midnight when i was hungry, dearie will come in to cook some foods for me. Q.

The smaller room in this house. Last time this room is for maids but now is a storeroom.

Open the door. The place where dearie and me washing this army clothes and hanging this clothes to dry. Together, together.

Moving to a new place. This is the last i will be steping into this house with him.
Say Goodbye

2009-09-14T01:33:00.066+08:00

This few days honey was busy. No much time to accompany me.
Saturday whole day in his room alone.
Sunday evening time then come my house.

Monday honey was quite free. At night bring me to Marche @ Vivocity for dinner. I keep on changing table cause i am finding a place where is romantic, less peoples and a good view.

Had a sweet yummy dinner.

2009-09-11T00:14:00.004+08:00

Dear 09092009 POP lo. Great. This few days will be accompany me.

Treasure the time now then in the future. We wont know there is future anot.

Dear and me went bugis temple 拜拜 then went shop at bugis street. Want to get a new couple watch as my old ex couple watch have been throw away but i didnt see any watch i like.

Dinner time, we two having steamboat. Keke. I drink alot of the chicken soup. So yummy. Dear still stop me from drinking it. Eat until so full full. Deardear still cook dry tom yam noodle for me. Wa. Best. So nice but only just boil the noodle into the tom yam soup. Think he add some love inside.

Walk pass dessert shop. Dear get some durian desserts for my mum. So expenvise. One roll of durian rice roll cost $8++. Just a small roll. Dear still brought Beancurd durian. That cost $6++. Oh my gosh.

2009-09-06T22:45:00.077+08:00

Hotel aircon damm cold. First time staying at singapore hotel. Wake up in the morning, prepare myself and chat with dearie mum. Dearie mum say if got time ask me go malaysia look for her with dearie about 1week. She bring me go play around and eat around. So good.

Dearie mum ask us evening time have sushi together but dearie not enough time. Then ask me to go without dearie. ! I will feel shy.

Set off together to dearie yima house. They having buffet to welcome dearie mum back to singapore. Shy. Alot of peoples there. Well. I can get to know more of dearie relatives.

Going 2o'clock, dearie and me leave the place first. Have to go back to prepare. He have to book in 2hours earlier today. Want to be by his side for few hours more. Love him so much.

2009-09-05T03:02:00.077+08:00

Sleep only 3 to 4hours. Wake up around 7plus. Waiting for my honey call/message. Prepare myself for dinner tonight too then went to his camp to fetch him.

Back to his house, unpack his stuffs and had our lunch. He was so tired as he didnt sleep yesterday. Sleep for a few hours and rush back to hougang. Waiting for my dad to fetch us.

Today dinner, he got to know my grandparents. That my mother side. My ahma wish came true, dont know wait for how long le. Now then i bring my boyf let her see. Keke.

Midnight back to honey house. Remove my make up and got myself bath first then went to look for his mum and his sis at hotel. His mother come to singapore, ask him to bring me over and let her see. Hee. First time meet his mother jiu overnight at hotel with them. Too fast le dear. Haha.

2009-09-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

Was working. Angeline and her friends come to my work place and look for me. Had a long time didnt see my angeline le. Still the same. That better. Mean that she still my angeline. Haha.

After angeline went home, my stocks come. I injure my back. Painpain. I carry too heavy items. I can say i am strong but my back are weak. Keke. Not nobody help me. Is almost all off and one is busy. Well. I dont want to own peoples a flavour. So i do it myself and i also lazy to call him to come help me. Wahaha. Lazy cause me injure my back.

At night went kbox with wancheng and hweijuan. Sing until i so tired and hungry. Head pain and Back pain too. Midnight, supper at my nearby coffee shop. Yummy.

2009-08-31T23:08:00.072+08:00

At night went to visit my grandmother at changi hospital with my sis. They only allow two visiters. While waiting downstair for my relatives to pass us the tags:

I fever. I headache.

I cough until very xin ku.

Suddenly i am no face patient. Hahaha. Funny.

I am just joking overall. Hope my grandmother recover soon.

2009-08-23T22:19:00.006+08:00

Morning wake up have a glass of bird's nest with dear. Good stuff leh. Everytime he book out my mum cook bird's nest if not xue ge. Me leh, let my dear drink more as he army so xin ku.

Went to see doctor le then went for our breakfast/lunch at market.

Back to dear house rest for awhile then start to pack his stuffs. Dinner at his house and not much time to spend with him le.

2009-08-22T01:41:00.055+08:00

Wake up in the morning went to resorts world sentosa walk-in interview at red hill. Find it weird right. Early in the morning i wake up for interview. Cant be what, not like me. Haha cause i have to fetch my boyfriend in the afternoon. He booking out. YEA. Miss him so much.

Rush back to my hometown ask my brother bring me my shoes to change. I stand for 2hours wearing my heels so uncomfortable and pain. Too long stop wearing my heels and out of the sudden i wear it.

Went to dearie house. His sister back from study at korea. Cool right. At night having dinner with them. After dinner, hanging up dearie army clothes to dry then come over to my house.

Reach home i hungry again. Got KFC, longan and carrot cake. Yummy. Pompom hao le dearie and me start eating again.

2009-08-18T03:44:00.000+08:00

I got to talk to my dear just now and now i can smile. Feel so happy. This few days my emotional totally change. Just like yesterday, without him i feel lonely, i feel sad and i out of the sudden sobbed. I got angry easily too and i did control my stupid temper. What the reason? cause.. My PMS come visit me today. !

SYMPTOMS

Physical signs include:
-Acne
-Bloating and tender breasts
-Food cravings
-Lack of energy
-Cramps
-Headaches
-Low back pain

PMS might also:

-Feel sad, angry or anxious
-Be less alert
-Find it hard to focus on tasks
-Want to withdraw from family and friends
-Act in a forceful or hostile way

High stress, lack of exercise, and too much caffeine can make your symptoms worse.
Eat healthy foods, get plenty of exercise, and take vitamin B6 and extra calcium. If smoke, quit. Cut back on caffeine, alcohol, chocolate and salt.

Girls take notes of this. Health is the most important things.

2009-08-17T02:19:00.000+08:00

From 9o'clock i waited for dear call and i just recieve his message. He is unable to call me. I am sad and i sobbed.

I got a small cut on my thumb during work. I want his care, i want his love. I know is just a small matter but i only can get his love and care at night. I dont blame him. Is not his fault. Maybe i feel lonely.

Today nonsense will miss it with him.

2009-08-16T23:35:00.012+08:00

Early in the morning, i wake up. Dear wake up too, thought i not feeling well.
I cant have a good sleep because my nose cannot tahan the cold. Arg. Off the aircon and on the fan. Both of us went back to sleep.

Lunch time my mum cook curry. Yum. After our lunch, back to dear house. Accompany his dad and pack his army stuffs.

About 5plus...
我很不开心 because he going to leave me and i dont bear to leave him. Having those sad sad feeling.

2009-08-15T02:15:00.001+08:00

Lunch time have it together with dear, his daddy and his auntie. Dear and me did help out in the kitchen. Dear help to cook and me help to make yang dao hu.

After our lunch, sitting in the living room having some fruits. Only dear daddy dont like to eat fruits with skin on it. So i peel it for him.

Went back to room. Start to watch "The Last House On The Left" with dear. This movie will be coming out soon. Some sexual and violence. I thought was Horror because the website put only horror. Dear and me !. Well, i not sure when the movie was out will they remove some of the parts anot.

2009-08-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

You know what?? Afternoon i was cooking my cambell soup. 15mins later i walk into my kitchen. AHHHH. No gas. Suddenly i think of some stupid ideals.

Ideals:
1 Ask my 4th floors friend/neighbour to cook.
2 Ask my next door neighbour to cook.
3 Use candle.
4 Just eat it.

React:
1 Well. I am lazy to call him up, dont know he at home anot.
2 I am shy. *Haha*
3 I must to crazy. Wait until tomorrow still not hot yet.
4 I think i only have this choice.
No choice. Lunch time. Yuck.

At night brought a shirts for dear and myself. Think tomorrow have to go other outlet to change the size for dear. Reach home wash dear polo t-shirt. So smelly but now smell so nice.

2009-08-09T11:11:00.003+08:00

It was sunday, deardear and me sleep until 3plus. About 4plus deardear bring me go Jack Place eat. He say he did heard me say before wan to eat at there. Well. :) I did say it.

I order Sambal Steak, Dear order Mix Combo Set(Main + Tea + Lobster Soup + Banana Split) & We order Prawns Mango.

The Steaks not nice. Dear also think so. Both of us didnt finish up our foods. So waste but really yuck. Our orders cost $60++. Not nice yet expensive. The standard drop alot.

At night went to Dearie friend daughter birthday party. Alot of peoples. Cant even breath as normal. ! At there they having steamboat. Dearie and me didnt eat because of the yucky steaks. Both of us dont feel like gamble due to no luck. End up dearie no choice have to accompany them play awhile.

2009-08-08T03:29:00.001+08:00

Three Couple Date

My sister(Joycelyn) and her boyfriend(Wei ming), My cousin(Doris) and her boyfriend(Zhi hao). Lasty, Me and Baobei.

Baobei and me went to bugis shopshop first. Baobei brought me beautiful heels that cost $50++. Already deduct promotion and $5 voucher. My mother also like the shoes when she saw.
Me brought Baobei pants that cost $25. Baobei dont want me spend too much.

Finish our shopping we went to look for doris and her boyfriend. Then my sister and her boyfriend came while we waiting them at mcdonald.

There we goes Where got ghost?

After movie steamboat time.

2009-08-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

Finally dear book out lo. Midnight went to eat bak ku teh with his friends(Peter, Sebastian). The soup very nice lo. Yummy. I love it so much but too much of pepper not good. Well. I still drink alot. Haha. Two more of his friends(seng keat, ah boi) will be coming down too.

Sitting there talk cock then went to boat quay pub drink. On the way to pub my gastric not feeling well. Vomit what i have eat. Dear saw i vomit blood out. Keep on asking why i will vomit blood. Cute of him lo. He so worry. Say later cannt drink. ! I got the mood to drink butbut end up he let me drink abit nia. Got then never.

2009-07-28T01:30:00.003+08:00

I AM SO HUNGRY NOW!!! ARG.

Afternoon was not feeling well and i vomit my lunch at evening time. Had my dinner only bread and now i am so so hungry. I lazy to cook, lazy to wash. I just want my darlong beside me.

2009-07-26T11:27:00.005+08:00

My boyboy back in camp again. TWO weeks again. Again and again and i have to wait again.

So happy this two days be with him. From friday he book out never leave him until today he book in.

Saturday went beach road to get his army stuffs. After get what he want then went to my place to visit my mum. Helping my mum to clean fan. At night back to dearie house. His dad waiting for dearie to be back home. Asking us to stay at home tomorrow for lunch. By right we already plan on sunday to stay at there accompany his dad.

On the sunday. After lunch, evening time dearie went to the living room chat with his dad. Out of the sudden his dad ask him, why his fiancee didnt come out. Haha. Dearie went into the room and tell me. *Laugh*

Went out to chat with his dad with dearie. His dad ask me to say dearie if he is naughty. *Look at dearie and smile* Naughty hubbi. *Missed*

2009-07-16T17:59:00.004+08:00

I fall sick again.

Monday was not feeling well, take my temperature 37.2 degree. I take it as i was not sick and went for my driving lessons. During lesson i feel more and more uncomfortable. Wants to go back home but still got one more lesson to go. After my first lesson i went to vomit and continue my second lesson.
Reach home about evening time. Take my temperature again. 38.9 degree. Resting at home, take my medicine and wait for darling call at night.

Tuesday getting worse. Wake up at 6.45am, take my temperature. 39.4 degree. Oh noo. Wait for my mum back home and bring me to clinic. Promise those who nag me and ask me to go and see a doctor if i am still not well and i will. Thank. Having my medicine and sleep the whole day. At night wait for dearie call again then went down to meet Huizhen and Angeline for a talk.

Wednesday getting better. Resting at home again but still feel so uncomfortable. At night got class. Waiting for my sister back home and go school together. On the way to hougang mall forget to bring my handphone. Was so breathless but i still went back to collect it cause i scare i cant reach home in time to talk to my dearie. Back to hougang mall again. Feel more uncomfortable and more breathless, return home vomit and did not went school.

Deardear not with me during this few days when i am sick. I felt that i lack of his love and care. I sobbed twice and he have no ideal what has happen. I got love and care from other but what i need the most is dearie love and care.

Love hubbi ~ Happy 5th month Anni ~ Love wifey

2009-07-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

Last night was sobbing beside dearie while he was sleeping. Once tomorrow afternoon i cant see him, cant hug him or hold his hands. Cant imaging this 2week without him.

Once i fall asleep i keep on dreaming horror things. Between my horror dream suddenly heard baby cry. Once i heard baby cry i wake up. Making me half wake half dream. I kick down bloster and dont even dare to pick up. Wants to wake my dearie up but didnt cause we have to wake up early and he is tired. So i sleep close him and hug him to sleep.

Morning dearie wake me up. We went to meet peter at mcdonald around 8.15AM. Sending dearie to camp, this is the first day he going in. Hugging him in mrt train, slowly.. slowly.. my tears went out..

Inside the camp, those commandos taking us around. Showing us where they were be sleeping, where the canteen and their timetable. Slowly there is not much time i can be with dearie. Swallow down whatever just not to let my tears out. But at the end i still sobbing infont of him. Once my mind tell me he is leaving me, i cant control my tears. Last hug from him and i just walk off without turning back. I scare i may cry hard and i know i will.

From the minute i leave the camp. I wait for his call tonight. Holding the phone close tight to me.

Missed ('v')

Went malaysia with love

2009-07-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning darling wake me up. Accompany him to clinic and we set off our day to malaysia.

During the hand print section he so gonggong. Was waiting for him when i am out and next to me was the sign of NO WAITING. Well i know there is a sign but i just being blind and wait for him. Tio say by the police and walk off slowly, keep looking behind for him. *Laugh* Darling so slow.

Custom have been renovate. I dont know. I was blur and my darling also blur. Both octopus. Q.. Gonggong and there we reach city square. Having our shopping first cause had our breakfast in the morning. There we goes, walk around and brought my cheapo shoes for my work. Getting shirts for darling too.

Lunch having season's.
Darling makan baked rice + mushroom soup, i makan fish and chip + mushroom soup.
Dessert mint chocolate ice cream.

Too sweet and then... Muack..

After our lunch, we plan to go for a body massage. Went into 'Thai Massage'. Both of us getting full body massage.

After the massage, shoulders was not that pain and is time for us to leave. Getting things that what we saw and wants.

Back to singapore, darling have to shave botak. Staying with him until the next day. :(

2009-06-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

Disturb my dear up from his sleep. Well cause it time for me to prepare and go to work.

1.05PM had my breakfast/lunch with him at plaza singapura, having KFC.
3.15PM had my lunch again with jenny. Having congee and some diam xin.
6.35PM had my dinner with my sister and my cousin. Indonesia Restaurant.
11.00PM had my dinner/supper at home, having KFC.

YUM but now.. I left $8 until my pay come. Oh mine. How? Tomorrow i still need to top-up my mrt fare. That cost min $10. Have to go dig my piggy. Poor piggy.

2009-06-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Last night dream something IMPOSSIBLE. The feeling is like.. I cant describe. Is weird bah but i know is impossible that all.

End work early and went for dinner today. With my mum, sis and her boyfriend. Was having buffet at clark quark swissohotel. I drink 9bowls of shark fins. Wow. Can you believe? Somemore they have alot of different dish of crabs.

Back home ask my sis to help me dye my hair black. Look at the mirror got a shock. Is a big shock. Damn ugly. Damn black. Look so fake. Oh mine. How am i going out tomorrow. How?

2009-06-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Today got two driving lesson. The first lesson was fine but the second lesson FUCK. Second lesson was a woman who teach me. Scare this and that. Check my blind spot but she say i did not check. Was no car but she thought got car. End up she check there was no car. Even a sorry also don't have. Quiet shut her mouth up. From e starting i drive nag until i end. Wat the.. I damn angry and i shut up my mouth. When she teach alot of problems. I don't see any problems when other instructors teach me. Hell lo.

Was about to end the lesson. She told me if i find her nag, tell her. Fine her irritating, tell her. Knn. How am i going to tell her. I also don't know how i am going to tell her. If she know she nag, irritating then please shut up her mouth. This lesson just wasting my time and money.

Bloody. Complain to my friends about it. They willing to listen.

2009-06-24T16:46:00.004+08:00

Sick during this few day. Cancel off my driving lessons. So shag. Having fever and headache. Is like out of the sudden.

Sunday night start getting sore throat then headache and then fever. Oh no. Arg.
Sick be with me until wednesday afternoon.
Bibi keep coming over, even wan to stay over to take care of me. So sweet of him but.. haha. Well. Now feel better le.

This few day was so arg. Dont feel like eating this and that. Suddenly think of eating double cheese burgue but bibi dont allow. He brought wat soup noodles for me. Eeeek. I dont like. Arg. No choice i jus eat two mouth then had my medicine.

No energy to walk and laugh. Whole days was lying on my bed if not sofa. Head was so heavy like big stone putting on top. ! Now can laugh and eat watever i wan. Hee. Thank bibi. Love you.

Belated twin birthday 19th 2009

2009-06-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

After work meeting sisters. For... Jamie(Twin) belated birthday. Happy Belated Birthday Twin.

Let start with buying bra(s) first. Anyway going hubby house oror therefor can change. Haha. I am jus kidding.

This black bra nice anot? Guess what cup? Ha.

Now i know my bra is wear it outside. Thank huizhen for the help.

Now head toward our movie Drag me to hell. Getting some snack too. Popcorn set and nacho cheese set. Yum.

The movie was damm scary. Some parts was funny. Must watch. It nice. Cool. Is time to celebrate my twin belated birthday. There her cake:

Huizhen, Angeline, Paris, Jamie

Say i too lian now got whack. Ahhh..

Warm kiss and end of our outing.

touching

2009-06-04T03:44:00.004+08:00

Now my baby was sleeping in my sharing little room. I feel happiness in me. Because of me he cant sleep well. By right at this timing he was in his own room sleeping on his big bed. Now was sleeping on my small little bed with alot of pillows, blosters that make it squeeze. Somemore sharing room. Feel so touching. Later have to cal him up, going his house sleep. Feel that he the one that most teng me and hope that he is the one i can last with. Love you baby. You are important to me.

2009-05-28T02:48:00.002+08:00

After work meet angeline then head toward chalet.

Today is huizhen boyfriend birthday. Happy birthday axcel.

Kason, Jamie(Twin), Paris, Angeline, Axcel & Huizhen

Was playing mahjong with huizhen, huizhen boyfriend and kason. Ha. First time got shi san yao. So happy lo but then didnt play money. So nevermind. Is ok.

While we waiting for cab. Haha.

Dead. Follow by angeline dead but end up WE still alive. Why ar? Cause no cars bang us mah.

Night at the Museum

2009-05-26T16:36:00.009+08:00

Just had my lunch. So hungry when i am on the way back home. Stomach was like banging, bombing. Arg. Now is fine.

Yesterday went movie with my sweeter lovely bibi after my class. Well. Starting of the show i was enjoying my cheesy macho but then i cant really taste the cheese. ! Forget it.

Later my bibi will come over to my place and watch the Night at the Museum 1. He havent watch part 1 of the show yet.

Waiting for you.

First time movie

2009-05-20T23:54:00.005+08:00

After school meet bibi go watch the uninvited. Show start at 9.40pm and we late about 10mins. Actually is he late lo. This is the first time we watch movie together. The movie over all was not bad. Interesting leh. Bibi and i also having fun inside the cinema. Keep feeding him popcorns. Feed until his mouth full full.

2009-05-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

Afternoon went to ming yue baby full month celebration. Breakfast had mcdonald. Arg. If i know god mami got cook curry then i will save my breakfast money. Full and didnt eat curry but.. Hweijuan brought durian cake for me. Yummy. To replace my birthday cake. Silly her. Waste money but thank her. I am happy. Had my two big piece durian cakes.

At night went to meet angeline first. Going to grace house and celebrate her birthday. She only invite angeline and me. Haha. Two person nia. Funny right. Had curry over there. Yum.

HAPPY BIRD DAY TO GRACE

so sad, i dont bear to let you go.

2009-04-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

I MISS HIM. I MISS MY DEARDEAR. sob..

Morning send my bibi, he going malaysia for 1week. I cried again. See him walk toward the bus, heart so sour. Tears roll down. Dont bear to let him go. Worry about the journey. See me cry, he also wan to cry. Really cant stop my tears from rolling down.

Cal him when he was on the way in bus. Just cant stop crying from the starting when i see him walk toward the bus. That was the part that i most sad. He heard me cry on the phone also cry. :'( I am going to miss him 1week.

Huizhen lunch time come accompany me. Heard me sob so badly but i really miss him alot. I vomit out my breakfast that had with him. Whenever i miss him my eyes full of tears. Really cant stop the tears but will promise you to drink more water.

The whole day no mood cause bibi wont be there for me this 1week and i am going to miss him alot. I will try not to cry and wait for you to be back.

After work, went to hospital visit my grandma with my sis. Today is ah hai shushu birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. He bring me go eat after we visit grandma. Kailing and kailing, my young cousin, his daughters together too.

During the dinner, so happy that bibi call me. We only talk less then 5mins jiu hang le. :( I sob again. Miss his voice. Love you bi. Careful.

nanny day

2009-04-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

Went god mami house today. Accompany them bring mingyue baby go polyclinic check-up. Actually was lazy to go due to outside weather so hot. In end no choice. God mami want me to follow.

Accompany alfred get down the car waiting for baby blood test and check up. In the mean while being his baby nanny. Oh my gosh. Arg.

Hweijuan will be accompany god mami wash car. Hahaha. Think be nanny better. Can learn something but nanny since sound nan ting. !

Back to god mami house look for mingyue lo. Therefore wait for my deardear end work. Go hougang mall look for him.

first time sisters celebrate belated birthday

2009-04-16T22:34:00.012+08:00

Meet my sisters(Angeline, HuiZhen, Jamie) to celebrate my belated birthday. Well, is the first time they help me celebrate belated birthday. Is ok. I am still happy :) We went marina square to have our dinner. I am so hungry. My foods come first and i suck it up first. Haha. Hungry leh.

After our dinner, celebration lo. Hooray. Cakecakecake..

Yea. There my cake and even the store play birthday song. Everyone in the store clap for me after the song finish.

Group photo

Make fun of me

There goes we went toilet snapsnapsnap.

Going home lo. At outside snapsnapsnap.

Belated celebration

2009-04-15T06:27:00.004+08:00

After school, my cousin(doris) and my sis(joycelyn) so secretly. Want bring me to somewhere. Dont even want to tel me who they meeting. Dont allow my deardear follow me along too. Sad bibi.

I was guessing issit meeting jia xing. When we reach there. It was at esplande and i saw jia xing standing at taxi stand. They want to celebrate my birthday for me. Hee. Jia xing say them why so fast. She havent even prepare. LOL. Dont need prepare i am already happy.

Had our dinner at there first but somehow i dont hav appetite.

Waste that much of rice

Not nice to waste food but somehow not feeling that well. After our dinner there goes my birthday cakes beside the sea. Yepi.

Look like J?

Special right. I will hav the chocolate flavour. After celebrating we bring the cakes together with us and went to party world. Sing songs and makan inside the room.

Not really happy although is my birthday

2009-04-14T03:44:00.000+08:00

Meeting hweijuan and doris in the evening go prawning. Jia xing will be going there alone to meet us. Reach there we were looking for alex and bennett. They went in the afternoon.

At night bibi come and look for me. Have our dinner over there.

After this activties. Doris, jiaxing, bibi and me went pub.

Celebrate 19 birthday 2009

2009-04-13T03:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to myself

They brought me a mango cake. Thought i like mango. Haha. Is ok. Most important is happy.

There my birthday song.

Take a photo and then make a wish.

Blowblow.

Hehe. I am cutting it.

My chocolate. Written Happy 19th Birthday Jasmine.

Taking photos with those who celebrate with me. First:

My aiai deardear. Love him.

Liangchou

Hweijuan

Alex

Bennett.

So boring eatting alone. BIBIiii

We shareshare. Make it sweeter. So sswweeetttt.

12pieces.

How dare you. Come. Want life or money.

Singsing songs

Thank for celebrating for me. Xie le :)

Went to god mami house after celebrating.

Hweijuan brought me a necklace for birthday. Hee. Help me wearing it.

2009-04-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

Morning reach work FIRST thing quarrel with the management. Knn. Fire out le. I got limit. Alway askaskask. Why not use your kuku think. Bey song jiu call my boss. So what you call. You think he trust you. nah. Think too much. Fucker.

After work bibi come over look for me and pass me my birthday present. Sadsad he sick. I also not feeling that well. Been vomiting and sore throat.

I love wat bibi brought for my present but heart pain. White gold bracelet cost $978 but got 50% discount so is $489. Because is a simple white gold jiu so expenvise. Oh mine. Really pain in heart. Cause bo hua and expenvise but thank bibi. I love the present and ILoveYou too.

byebye, welcome

2009-04-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

Say byebye to my golden blonde. Welcome my brownish red hair.

For me i am not use to it but friends, colleague and my love one prefer it. Oh well.

So shag for work today. Think not enough sleep + moodymoody sad. No fun, no laughed at work. Finding things to do. Arranging pricing, Doing stocks lists, checking stocks and ordering stocks.

Went back home straight away after work to rest.

April fool 2009 went wildwildwet

2009-04-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

April fool went wildwildwet with my bibi & my cousin(doris). We having lots of laugher.

Bibi & me wake up brushbrush teeth, packpack stuffs. Thought was going escape but was close. ! Lucky ask doris to call and check. So change our mind go wildwildwet.

Meeting doris at hg mall having our lunch(McDonald). Fill up our stomach and heads toward downtown. Yeahoo.

One locker squeeze in two big bags and three slippers.
So sad no photo. If not will put up alot of funny photos.

We have enough fun for all stations and is time to get up to pompom.

Doris & me not enough time to have our dinner. So we went to our night class first. In class having some small bite. After our class meet bibi again for yumyum.

Supper we went geylang eat dian xing. My sister(Joycelyn), steve joining us too. We sitting different cab there. Joycelyn, steve and doris sit one cab. Bibi and me sit one. They reach there first.

Bibi & me alight le and somehow i forget which way to go. Walk to the wrong direction. So we walk back to where we alight. We walk into the small road and then..we see prostitutes. Arg. First time see prostitudes with my boyfriend. There goes he got few pinch from me. No seeing are allow.

Finish our supper. Fill up our stomach. Went home rest. Was quite tiring day.

2009-03-22T22:14:00.004+08:00

At work.

Yea. i carry small little girl. First time her granny ask me to carry. I thought she was kidding, so i didnt. But then.. Her ganny ask me to carry again. So i carry lo. Haha. Her ganny ask me to bring her go see poohpooh.

Winne the pooh

Ask me to carry cos girlgirl still dont know how to walk. First time got customer ask me carry. Dont scare i careless? Of cos i will be very careful.

My colleague want to carry but then girlgirl dont want her to carry. Want me to carry leh. Keke.

Aiyo. Girlgirl leh?

Girlgirl

2009-03-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

When to E-Hub makan about 12pm. Had hotdog set for lunch.
Wanted to go escape but end up we extend the date. Three stations was down and was going to rain. So we went E-Hub walk around and have fun.

Rush up to doris, dont let her snap it.

I am going to U-Turn

Was about 2plus. Again go makan. We went to pastamania yumyum.

Alex, Doris, Jia xin & Me

Full full lo. Yummy.

swimming time at night

2009-03-12T23:52:00.004+08:00

This day went to meet my sisters for swimming after work at jamie house. Cool right. At night swimming. Wow. So cold lo. Struck in the water for 5-10mins cause is damm cold. Jamie didnt join us as she was sick. Angeline and huizhen came to my outlet fetch me. Wahaha. Da xiao jie leh. Oop. Wanted to go suana and play pool de but then close. Too late liao. Security guards pang kang le.

Angeline stare at me for WAT?

Paris Jamie Huizhen Angeline

End of 4days 3nights chalet

2009-02-23T00:38:00.003+08:00

4days 3nights chalet have ended.

10.30am book out. Went white sand to have our lunch. Joycelyn, doris, jia xin and me having it at lerk thai. It not really that yummy but.. in order not to waste foods, we have to finish it up.

YOU, dont take photo of me

Finish our lunch. Walk around and went arcade. Appointment for spa will be at 5o'clock. Around 4.22pm went to take mrt. Jia xin nv go for spa. So she went to watch movie alone while waiting for us.

Spa finish, pompom finish. No new clothes to wear. So wear jacket.

Went look for jia xin to have dinner together. Jia xin god brother joining us too. Meeting him outside pizza hut cause we are having pasta for dinner. End up having pizza for dinner cause jia xin god brother treat.

Taken our dinner. I was quite tired and they were still chating, my eyes are blinking. AND......that it. I slept in pizza hut. Ha. Super tired lo. zZzZz

pub 17022009

2009-02-17T04:15:00.003+08:00

During work, melvin come look for me first. Wait for me to end work.
After i end work, we were waiting for tian loong. He late lo. No time management. Tsktsktsk.

But come le we still need to wait for jacky. Aiyo. Wait for him until 10.10pm sia. So both guys wan to go play pool, makan and arcade. Me just like bringing two small kids out to play. Haha. Oop.

Wee. 10.10pm le. Sit cab go pub. At that pub, the songs can wait until very long lo. Jacky cant wait. Keep on playing pool. One of tian loong friend come along too.

Pub closing soon. Pool stop, Singing stop. Sitting around the table playing tai di. Cool. I fell in love with tai di on this day.

After left that pub, melvin and jacky go nearby coffee shop eat. Tian loong send me back home first. :))

Valentine 2009

2009-02-14T04:07:00.014+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

During work recieve some Valentine Day presents.

Liuyang come to my work place pass it to me before he went for his work.

What is inside?

It my first present recieve on 2009 valetine day. A simple round earring. Keke.

After that Yong hua ask me go loading bay look for him. He very ?. Ask me go choose flowers then he paid. !!! Dont care him so went back to my counter.

Few mins later. Suddenly saw him walking toward my counter with a plastic bag. Inside the plastic bag was a flower. Haha. He so paiseh lo.

Sweet pink rose.

Ending work soon. You know what. Someone msg me say he put flowers in the safe box. Is for me. ! No wonder i saw Peter. Want to know who is he?

Center rose was fake. Meaningful.

Hanging up onto the bamboo. No ants are allow.

End work. My sister msg me. She was around my working area. So went to look for her and she was with her boyfriend. Then i no boyfriend so be their light blub. Join them for dinner at Lao Beijing. Hehe. Yummy. While waiting for foods, take some photos of my presents.

Woo. Foods come lo. Kai Dong. Yum.

Pa Bao Cha

Oop. Too yummy and i forget to snap before i eat it up. Left prawns shell and empty desserts. Hee.

After dinner, walk around and being a light blub. No point going home le then out to pub. So went clarke meet tian loong. Bring his flowers along too. (Hinthint) Haha. Didnt took any photos at there. Enjoy sitting beside the singapore river. It was my first time sitting side of the singapore river. Smile.

14022009 ending soon. Was about 11.30pm. So tian loong went to meet his friends and then i went pub meet hweijuan, alex and liangchou. Step into the pub was 11.59pm. Haha. Just nice still valentine day but recieve valentine present at 12.01am. It is from alex.

Hand work flower. Learning very hard to make it for me.

During pub......

Arg. It so ugly. Idiot liangchou snap it. I wants to run away from the camera but.. too slow. Doesnt want to take photos cause wearing so ugly.

Hidehidehide. Idiot alex still laugh until like that.

Having a group photos before leaving.

All of us went supper. Yum.

went dinner at tampine safra

2009-02-13T01:25:00.001+08:00

You Hoo. Alex bring me go sakura yumyum. Yummy. So full lo. With hweijuan and liangchou too. Eateateat at tampine safra. The place was not that big. Not alot of foods to choose. Eat as much as i can. Keke. So full lo.

Ahh. Being hug by her. Nonsense us. Take photos in toilet. After our dinner thought of playing bowling but then full lanes. So sad. Went home after dinner.

09022009

2009-02-09T02:47:00.004+08:00

After work doris pull me to pub. Bennet, Tianloong, andy, jack and melvin went too. Dont feel like drink much cause next day working but melvin keep on cal me drink. When i wan to drink keep on dont let me drink. When i dont wan drink keep on cal me drink. ! lo.

Went supper after pub. Bennet went off first. Finish our supper feel like going home. Think my daddy miss me le. I also miss home. Quite fed up when i cant go home. Forget it. Doris drunk.

Reach home le mummy was waiting for me. Sleeping on the sofa. Daddy watching tv. Hai. Feel so...... :) Love them.

2009-02-05T21:41:00.004+08:00

At night went mingyue house mahjong again but i didnt play. Alex, bennet, xiao and alfed playing. I not feeling well so rest. Hweijuan keep on ask me to go there rest. Say take care of me. Ha. Arg. Lying on the sofa sayang two dogs on the floor. Stomach keep turning and turning. Head pain.

Overnight at her house until morning. Morning wake up by hweijuan and alex. Talk so loud. Wake up head more pain. Get in change le went temple baibai with hweijuan, mingyue, mingyue mother in law. Alex went back home first. Reach there baibai le ask for fortune about love. Thought of not asking it de but mingyue mother in law ask me to ask for it. Say too many houseflys around, ask me to ask when is the right time issit. End up is a bad answer. Never mind. Already give up on it.

After baibai went back to mingyue house play mahjong. Alex also come over. I win abit. Around 5plus went watch movie with hweijuan, alex, mingyue, alfred and liang chou. Meet liang chou there.

Quite funny show. But then whole day still not feeling well. My head my stomach. Arg.

1st time company dinner

2009-02-04T05:10:00.007+08:00

End work went lao beijing, compang dinner lo hey. Was so weird cause i am the only one who is e youngest. After our company dinner some went back and some went pub. Doris, andy, jamie and i went nearby pub. Thought of not going cause no $$ le but they keep asking me to go. So jio tian long go along. Dave cal me after his dinner so ask him come along too.

At there suddenly ..., all jamie fault. Dont know why suddenly we will chat until boy and girl relationship. Pang a. Keep on drink and drink and drink. Drink until keep on laugh. Pub closing soon and i still hav half cup of beer. Is save for ta. Listening to the song was playing, think is not right for me to listen it. So went downstair awhile. Jamie follow down. Was chating then suddenly all of them come down. ! Saw my ugly look. Wiping away my tears, show them my smile. Actually i am alrite. Asking them why all of u come down? Saying that they drink finish le. !! I stil hav half cup lo. Why drink my beer. Arg. I wan ta de end up all of you drink finish up without me. Still drink my share.

Bring me to nearby coffee shop eat but i dont want eat. Out of the sudden jiu vomit out le. The gas keep on turning turning inside my stomach. So uncomfortable. Was vomiting at there, behide me was snatching sending me back home. Funny lo. End up ask me to choose. So choose doris send me home.

Reaching house downstair. Doris wan to send me up but is ok. So i act tat i went up but i sit at my house staircase. Dont feel like going home like this. Was so blur.

Reach home. Lying on the floor. No strength to talk to move. Hard to breath and still vomitting. Think it hurt my gastric again. Bit of blood. Forcing myself go bath. Bath out it make me feel somehow of better. Think tmr at work will damm shag and uncomfortable.

2009 New year lunch

2009-02-01T02:05:00.003+08:00

Morning wake up get ready to go for lunch with my family. It start at 10am and eat at 12pm. My brother was not going cause he need to go for work. Was lazy to wear dress. Just anyhow pull out any clothing from my drawer and match it. After get in change san gu family come over to my house then went over to my grandma house with my mama to fetch my grandma and grandpa. Waihao not going cause he working midnight, reach home already somehow of tired and went in bed. Then my daddy drive there with my sister and me.

My kuku hav been there waiting for us. Reach there, every chair have one red pack. Inside was two oranges and some papers. Actually this lunch is organize for new year.

I am still not full yet i last two dishes nv eat.

Going home rest awhile then went to my er gu house bai nian. After bai nian went century square shop with my sis and doris. I get one green dress. Then my sis brought something for her boyfriend. As for doris, my sister and i share $ brought her green top for her 24 birthday. Is nice and expensive ok. At the shop we still make friends with the shop assistance and her friend. No ideal why her friend wan get our numbers. If free they jio us out for tea. Ha.

After my shop and chat went look for hweijuan and alex. Going to sharon house bai nian. Mingyue and alfred will go by themselves. Waiting for them at her house.

On the way home fall aslp in bus den alex pass hweijuan his shirt, ask her use his shirt to help me cover. Wake up by it. Blur and slp back. Tired. Song slping after drink.

My toe injure lo. Jus put on medicine but then..

Still bleeding.

!! Blood too much. Flow out. Ha.

2009 chu wu

2009-01-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

At night went pub look for alex, liang chou n kai with hweijuan.

Whole pub nobody de lo. At there sing songs, drink and chit chat. Ha. Idiot alex, liang chou at there disturb sia. Still say i go there wont disturb me. Rubbish.

Pub was soo quiet. Quite nice. If got customers damm noisy. Alot of laugh or watever. ...

Stay until the pub close.

2009 chu si

2009-01-29T04:00:00.003+08:00

Reach home le. Hurry go pompom lo. So many dog fur. Arg. At night pei my mama go hougang mall buy thing. Havent even sleep yet. After that meet alex go mingyue, alfred house. They go play mahjong i go pei mingyue chit chat. Both of us sit in living room watch tv and eat. Eat eat eat. We already here pain there pain le still eat so many hot stuff. Yesterday still force myself drink 3can of liang cha cause lip bleeding le.

What can u see in this picture? Haha. Hard to guess bah.

Going home was waiting for cab. Both noisy alex, bennert come and disturb me. Angry walk away. Keep follow. Ask them not to follow still follow. Walking side of the street wan to sit cab and run away but no cab. Keep on follow far away from me. Irritating. Turn back shout back not to follow me. Bennert blur, stand there. Idiot alex act walk another direction. Dont care them. Carry on my walk. Think bennert went back first le. Idiot alex still follow. So noisy lo. Keep on nagnagnag. Still so rubbish go puck flower ask for forgive. Nag until i reaching home soon. Leg pain le stil walk home. ... Both idiot guys.

2009 chu san

2009-01-28T20:00:00.007+08:00

All the way sleep until 4o'clock then wake up prepare. Meeting hweijuan, mingyue, alex, alfred and liang chou watch movie. Reach ang mo kio movie tickets all sold out. So having dinner at there.

Ahh. Dont peep at me.

After our dinner, all of us went alfred and mingyue house. Overnight at there except liang chou. Some of alfred friends also come overnight at his house. Gamble until the next day then went back. Lose alot at there. About $90 or more :(((((( SIAN. Actually alfred brother wan to return me back $40 but dont think i wan accept it. Is wat he win. :( Ren du fu shu. Alex still dont wan take i lose de $$. Must act angry then take. Haha. Idiot him.

Ton at their house e nxt day

Ming yue help me put mask. First time do black mask. Ahhh. After mask carry on mahjong. Ha. Went back home at 4+ Only sleep 30mins at their house.

2009 chu er

2009-01-27T06:34:00.000+08:00

1st stop, my godmother house.
2nd stop, my sister godmother house.
3rd stop, grandmother grandfather house.

Starting dinner soon went down with my cousin(ahchew) go buy beer. Ask me want act like couple go buy thing anot. ! Crazy him. Still wan walk those place got peoples de. Make me walking one big round back. !! Having steamboat. Yummy. But i not full leh cause not much foods.

4th stop, hai ku house.
5th stop, auntie mimi house.

Finally back home. Mahjong time and cards again. Ha. Play until early morning.

2009 chu yi

2009-01-26T04:03:00.007+08:00

Early in the morning my mum wake me up go bai nian.

I love them alot. So sad dont have my brother and i cause he went work.

First stop went to nearby my house de gugu house bai nian.
After that went to my grandma, grandpa house.

Like this high heel. Expenvise sia. Just that abit plain.
Plain = Simple.

After my grandma, grandpa house. Next stop jiu shi my grandmother, grandfather house.
Reach there change my clothing to white cause going angeline ahma house. Her ahma dont like people wear blackblack. Somemore now is new year.

Was gambling at angeline ahma house. ... i lose $$. Aiyo. Forget it. Last year go also lose. :(

Back home. Mahjong time. Ha. Hweijuan coming over too. After mahjong we also play cards. End of the day i win. Yea. Win $20+

2009 chinese new year eve

2009-01-25T04:37:00.007+08:00

This year reunion dinner my grandmother, grandfather and cousin(waihao) coming over to join us.

After reunion dinner my dad sending ahgong, ahma back home. Suddenly my colleague doris cal me. Ask me go pub. ! But i already meet tian long. Then ask us go together. !!! Rest awhile went pompom then make up le went meet tian long first.

Sending waihao back, head to tian long friend house meet him. Sit awhile nia jiu go meet doris and some colleagues. Before we reach there, they already drink one tower of carlsberg. Then call another tower again.

Was about move on to next stop.

Back to find tian long friends at another pub. Opening martell. Woolalala.

Going back home.
Tian long send me back then back to pub again. :)

coming 2009 chinese niu year

2009-01-24T16:24:00.000+08:00

Nowaday busy my stuff and work. Now let me tell you what i have been done this few day after my work.

First, let me show you my beloved bed that my lovely mami help me to change.
New dark red clothing for this 2009.

On the friday 23012009 night went hg mall with my daddy, mami and sis. We went there to buy hair color and also went fairprice to buy new year stuff. Ha. Hair dye: light blonde. This time my hair color is golden + light blonde + medium blonde. Damm bright.

After my hair dye, it have been quite late. But then no choice i wan to do my nails.

How issit? Nice? Alot peoples say nice leh. Dont believe i do it myself. Keke.

On the Saturday 24012009 night went out with a group of friends. Mingyue, Hweijuan, Alfred, Alex, Liang chou. Watching midnight movie and having supper. Yum.

Love them.

Having mcdonald meals before the movie. Our movie will be starting at 0110AM.

Watching

Ha. Guys go watch this movie. Dont be so stupid and sicko of all those stuff.

No sex mean no love? Nabei la.

After movie, alfred and liang chou went home. The rest went supper. Chit chat until early in the morning.

Ahma house

2009-01-19T00:39:00.005+08:00

Was playing maple, suddenly my dad ask me go change clothing. Wan to go out. ! I damm tired lo. Only sleep 3hrs nia. I tel him i dont wan go out then he nagnagnag liao. Ha. Say i go out with friends jiu go until morning, go until so late. Now, wan me accompany him shopping jiu dont wan. ! This match i lost liao lo. I nothing to say. Ha. Ask him where he wan to go jiu ask me to decide. So i tell him i dont wan go chinatown, Let go ahma house. Haha. He nothing to say. Who ask him to call me decide. Didnt change my clothing, wear my spec jiu went out for dinner with family first.

After dinner, reach my ahma hse awhile jiu went down to buy new year stuffs. Wow. Grab this grab that but i nothing to grab leh. So anyhow grab. Keke. My kuku paying for it.

Back to my ahma house, sitting in the living room chating. Inform us that will be a morning makan on the 01022009. One table will be having 10 peoples. So my ahma side got 3 + my family 5 and my sister boyfriend weiming. So still left 1 seat. ! Then my ahma, ahgong, all aim me. Ask me to bring mine. ! I say ok lo, i bring girl. Haha. Then my ahma sian. Ask me dont bring girl. Ha. Cute ahma i got.

pub 170109

2009-01-17T07:33:00.001+08:00

After work went home rest awhile then alex come fetch me to pub. 7 peoples was going. Hweijuan, mingyue, alfred, liang chou, bennet and of cos include alex and me.

At pub saw my secondary school friend. That is liyan. So long didnt see her le since last year. Last year december. Haha. She went there with her colleagues to celebrate her belated birthday. So shock to see her at there. First thing we do is to hug each other. Keke.

Drink until the pub close, liang chou went off first. Then all of us went hong kong cafe. Chit chat all the way until morning. Talking all rubbish stuff. Ha.

The night was so cold. Having my cough back again.

some problem in geylang but is not my problem

2009-01-16T15:43:00.006+08:00

On the tuesday eat too many chocolates. Wednesday throat pain. Thursday also throat pain + not feeling well. Dont feel like talking much at work.

At night still went geylang find ahyong to exchange present. Was feeling damm cold. So drinking at there.

Was drinking and saw peoples fighting. 3 guy VS 3 ang mo. One ang mo injure. Face bleeding. Not sure what happen, why they fight up. One guy lift up drink bottle straight toward ang mo head but what.. MISS. Ang mo siam. The guy that wan hit toward his head also too slow motion. After the whole thing was so shock. The 3 guy call them off and they went off too. The 3 ang mo call the police. What is that, the ambulance come first then the polices. The polices come and ask surrounding peoples, include ahyong & me. Asking can we leave down our number for more further enquiry. Nah. Suddenly we see 1 of the guy back. Ha. Then.........

Finish our drink went to ah yong working office. Alot peoples say my face damm red lo. !! Of cause will red la. Ahjian and alan know le jiu call me. Arg. They damm fair up. Wuliao. Awhile jiu go home le. Ahyong still ask me to bring some fruits & durians back for my mum. Got durians eat lo. Yummy.

Today thought can slp until very late. Wake up, alots of msg & miss call. Idiot alan wake me up by his call. Bring up ytd things. Kanasai. You all not sian, i very sian. Keep on repeating the same thing. Hang up his call and i cant get back to my lalaland. Now feel somehow of tired, uncomfortable and throat pain. Arg. Face abit red and hot.

my hair golden blonde, my pin golden

2009-01-11T23:17:00.006+08:00

My new red spec that i brought a few days ago.

Nice? Haha. Peoples say when i wear it look more gentle. Keke.

Working and went to buy this pin to do my own hair style since i am boring.

My hair getting longer each day.

I like this. Look like lollipop. Haha.

My real hair color golden blonde. Finally i snap it at a correct lighting.

Next to me is tian long. My neighbour colleague. Haha.

watching red cliff 2

2009-01-10T18:36:00.010+08:00

Morning never take my breakfast. During work was waiting for my lunch time. Suddenly gastric pain. Having you mian for lunch. Only eat half bowl. Was very painful. At night the pain stop and i was hungry. So buy spicy cheesy chicken to eat. Finish eating, went toilet straight away vomit out. No ideal why. Stomach empty and dont feel like eating anymore.

End work return home. Meet alex watch midnight movie. We went vivo city watch. By right i wan watch

but then... at there saw my sister. So ask me to watch

too cause they are watching. So watch lo. 3hours show. Before the movie we went arcade play.

Show starting soon, we went up together. Looking at her movie ticket, our timing are different. Same movie, different hall. Arg. Never mind lo. Then we watch our then she watch with his boyfriend weiming.

Between the movie, went out to answer liuyang call. Asking me something.

After our movie end, waiting for my sister and weiming.

When they finish their movie, we went geylang eat diam xin. yummy. i very hungry liao lo.

Was full after eating and who going to pay the bill? By right is weiming going to pay it but why they asking alex to pay? Bully my friend sia. !! In the end is me who paying it. Arg. Damm it. Should not be alex or me paying. Is not us that wan to eat supper. Is they who asking us to go. Lau a. Idiot. Cost me $54. Kanasai.

Arg. spend alot.

2009-01-09T05:41:00.022+08:00

Off today but boss ask me to work. I told him i not free. Ha.

Early in the morning 7plus went yio chu kang with hweijuan to do some stuff. We cycle all the way to there. So tired.

After that i went to dye hair at 1130AM. Doing my hair for 3hours and it cost me $80. Arg. Dye golden blonde color.

3plus meet liuyang at plaza shopshop. Bringing him around to get something for his girlfriend at china. Boss also come down plaza. Catch me. Arg. I ytd still tell him i not free but i at plaza shopping. Haha. Went to find yen ping for lunch then ask her to shop around with us too.

Spend $460 for the day to get thing that i need, i wan. $ fly~

Back home, rest awhile went out again. Went to alfred birthday. Hweijuan, mingyue and me was sitting together. There came alfred friend, bennet. Then all of us was chating, knowing each other. Suddenly alfred sister come, asking ming yue: "Weird shushu(bennet) issit wan to chase jiejie(as in me)". Ha. ! Both of us remain quiet. ...... Funny she cal him weird shushu.

Sian. They are playing cake and alfred smash to my face. ARG. Then i use curry to throw him. Ha. Play until so oily then went toilet wash. Arg. It took me quite long in the toilet to wash up.

Is getting early and early. Everyone is tired. Bennet went back with a group of friends first. On his way home, he msg alfred. Ask him to ask me can he get my number anot. !!! Alfred show me the msg, i say siao and keep quiet. Then hweijuan know wat i am thinking. So tell alfred to bluff bennet i got boyfriend le, if wan i need to ask my boyfriend first. Haha. Then that idiot bennet say when i break with my boyfriend, he will come to rescue me. !! Siao de.

Sitting cab back home together with alfred friends, alex and darren. All staying in hougang.

HAPPY BIRD DAY ALFRED

all fate.

2009-01-03T03:02:00.000+08:00

After my long last relationship, my life suck. In relationship suck, Not in relationship also suck. Why cant let me have some peace. Having alot of trouble.

End work went geylang find liu yang. We went tou jiang yu tiao eat. Yummy. We still went in geylang walk around. Haha. Liu yang so funny. Scare this scare that. Scare peoples ask me, scare i bang by car, scare......

After that, liu yang send me go another part of geylang then he went off. I went there find ah yong drink tea and he bring muchee for me. On the way there saw ah jian, alan and some of their friends. Sian. We sit different place of coffee shop. Ah jian so tu lan when he know i meet ah yong. I dont know what to do sia. Both side also friend.

Alan cal me ask me to go over their side. Cant be i leave ah yong what, by rite i meet ah yong one mah. I dont go den ah jian cal me. He so tu lan den we hang up. Alan cal me again then ok lo, i went there awhile. Keep delay my time. So i just hack care them and went off. Hope they understand. Cant be i meet ah yong den i let him wait for me.

Back home le ah jiang cal me. Want make me tu lan. Never mind. ...... Let him be. I am fine with it.

Last post for 2008

2008-12-31T23:11:00.004+08:00

Say byebye to 2008
Say hi to 2009

A new year start a new life. See you guys next year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Keep on eating

2008-12-26T01:16:00.002+08:00

Sleep 1hour plus nia and wake up by hweijuan. Yawn. We got thing to do sia. So i hurry go pompom first. Very smelly, got steamboat smell. Eeeek.

Went out settle all of the things. Arg. Busy until evening then got time to had our meal. We are so hungry lo. Having dinner at tampine KFC with sharon too. I eat 3pc chicken le. Yummy.

After our dinner, we went jason house. At there i eat chocolate waffle.

Back home got pizza. Hehehe. I eat again.

Ton on the day of christmas 2008

2008-12-25T08:46:00.003+08:00

I keep on eating lo. Arg. Going to be fat.
During work, had my lunch with jing bao.
At night, dinner with dave at pastamania.
After work, went geylang meet yong hua drink tea.
Midnight, meet a group of china friends having supper(steamboat) at geylang.

After our supper walk around at geylang. Haha. ! Then went east coast. Sitting on the rock no wind and i feel like eating. So let counted as breakfast bah. Went mcdonald yumyum with liuyang. The rest doesnt want to eat. Liuyang only drink milk nia and i eat fish fillet breakfast meal.

0419AM

Shadow of Liuyang & Me.

0630AM

0635AM

0641AM

Reach home lazy pompom. Sleep on living room sofa. zZzZz

christmas eve 2008

2008-12-24T04:23:00.001+08:00

Having my christmas presents from my friends. Yea. Do i have more tomorrow? :x
Happy. Dave treat me christmas yumyum. Eat at siam kitchen.

This is what i order for my drink. lemongass. Arg. Not nice de. Dave also think so. Have to force myself to drink finish.

Paris having Glass noodles seafood soup

Dave having Glass noodle seafood

We are so hungry until i forget to take first. :x

Thought we are sharing our food but i finish up by myself. Dave keep hint me to save some for him. Haha but he dont dare to ask for it. Somemore i not sure he wan to share anot, so i eat finish myself.

After i finish all up, he go one round say me. Say i didnt save some for him. I laugh until surrounding peoples looking at me. Idiot him. Tell me again wan to share like very difficult. I eat all up den shoot me. So funny. He still save his glass noodle seafood for me. WAHAHA.

We still order penany chicken and soups. Very full and very funny. Hohoho.

Midnight went cycling. Went out to have supper and hang around chit chat with mingyue, hweijuan, zhiwei and william. Chat until very late, on e way home was thinking about something. What a crazy thinking i had and i fall down from my bicycle. Cycle too fast. When about to turn, i bend too low and it skip. Arg. Had myself injure but i am fine. When i fall i still manger to pose myself. Haha. A pretty skip and pose and a gift from santa, to wake myself up. :))

vietnam 1 ball

2008-12-21T01:30:00.001+08:00

This week whole week working.

After work went to drink and watch soccer with dave. Gerald buy Vietnam win, Dave buy Singapore win and i buy Draw. End up Vietnam win sia. Arg. Last wednesday Draw de.

Gerald join us after he end work then we went pub drink again. Dave friend join us too. Dave keep call me sing, wan listen how my voice is. So i sang xiang shui you du for him. Wahaha. Shy leh. Ask me to sing louder. Lelele.

The pub was closing. Gerald still wan to drink. Ask me wan to go with him anot. ! Of cause i dont wan. Somemore two person nia. Confirm wan ask me someting. Better run first. Dave and his friend also not going and his friend drive me home. Stay near each other.

Oh..

2008-12-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

Was chating with colleague and was quite thirsty. So went into the room to take water. After i get my water, i turn around wan to carry on our chat. The one who i was talking suddenly take up a cardboard on the floor and help another colleague to cover as he hiding behide the door taking a container. ! I was wondering what happen and all of them are laughing. So..of cause i will ask why.

HAHAHA.

He was peeping. ! lo. Peep in the room. Scare i see it so hurry cover. Haha. Nothing to say. I hurry walk out of the room first. The one who i am chating also dont know he peeping lo until i went in, they all told him quiety. So funny lo.

Went pub at night after work

2008-12-17T03:31:00.004+08:00

Morning went for photo shoot.

Afternoon went work.

At night went to pub with my colleagues.
By right wants to go home watch 9o'clock show(Little Nyonya) but my colleagues keep asking me to go watch soccer at somewhere. Say there can watch tv. Is true can watch tv but is soccer. ! Aiyo. Being bluff by gerald.

First time drink this type of beer.

Gerald & Paris
Funny, rubbish guy.

Dave & Paris
Good to chat with.

&

Paris

That me. Drink until eyes cant open.

Dave is the one who started to take a photo of me and so on we are playing with camera and drinking. Gerald so funny. When he was helping me to take photo, he dunno that he cover the len. HAHAHA. Damm funny lo. Dave and me laugh aloud at him. Majiam he first time help people take photo. Trying their corn chip melted cheese i still prefer cinema nacho cheese. Yummy. When bill come, Dave treat it. Thank.

Morning have to work

2008-12-14T00:48:00.004+08:00

Morning was raining. Now night also raining. shiok.

Wake up quite early today. Have to prepare and report work at 8am but overslept until 7plus. Was late 1hour. Ha. Reach Simei ITE was still raining. No choice. Angeline and i walk under the raining to expo. Damm cold lo. Somemore i wearing sleeveless. Shivering sia.

Before start work, eat SME mcdonald breakfast meal but during work hungry le.

After work, very hungry and super tired. Angeline and i struggle to shop around at tampine mall. Why leh? Because we have to get something. Accompany angeline to makan first. I not eating cause i feel like sleeping. Both of us damm shag.

Reach home thought can pompom le than oror. but.. papa mama nagging. asking me to clear up all rubbish in my room.
Carry on struggle.
Throw this throw that. Move this move that.

Yawn. Now i super tired and hungry.
Whole day only eat that SME meal.
Later pompom confirm shivering again cause raining.

Ride to kovan mcdonald

2008-12-13T03:19:00.005+08:00

Was about to reach home from work. Recieve a call from hweijuan. Was asking me for a ride under a beautiful moon and cold weather. During our trip was being disturb. Nah. Haha.

It was a fun trip. Hweijuan damm slow. Scare to ride fast. On the way still making herself paiseh in font of other peoples. Oh mine. I also paiseh la. Asking me for help. Dont know where to hide my face.

Hweijuan was riding the sliver bicycle. Is easy rite. Think she need to be use to it bah. Keke.

so fan, so tired

2008-12-11T00:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday damm stress, tired and super fan. Very xin ku. Morning my colleague(Gerald) buy me a cup of coffee, also vomit out.
At night, reach home hurry pompom and straight away lie on my bed. Think and think. Dont know what should i do.

Mum open my door room ask me what happen. Asking why am i so guai didnt use com and why didnt i switch on aircon. cause.. I am too cold. Nowaday feel cold.

On the fan and cover my blanket tighty. I can still feel the cold. Closing my eyes trying to get in sleep.
About midnight 3am. Suddenly wake up. Feel thirsty. !! Can feel thirsty when i was in my sleep lo. Weird.

Get back to my bed until the sunshine.
Was late during this morning. Shiok having 12-13hours sleep. Woo.

wedding was in the afternoon

2008-12-07T17:22:00.004+08:00

In e afternoon, around 12plus was to attend my cousin wedding at waterfront ballroom. There is only 6 dishes and i was not FULL. ! Drink abit of red wine. Was wearing so simple to there. I also not sure why. Maybe dont feel like doll myself or it is on the afternoon or maybe not close? Maybe is all bah. Reach there just smilesmile and congrate, that all.

Cousins

late celebrating birthday for sisters

2008-12-04T23:53:00.006+08:00

Not a good mood today. At work my colleagues know that i having some problem. Not happy at all. Asking what happen and i just keep it to myself. Not telling them. Knowing i have not taken my breakfast and lunch asking me to go and have some bite but i just dun feel lyk eating until....

At night went to bugis celebrate angeline(1st dec) and huizhen(2nd sec) birthday.

HAPPY BELATED BIRD DAY GIRLS

Having steamboat. This is the first time that i eat veryvery less. Angeline keep on putting foods in my bowl and i keep passing her back. All of them forcing me to eat. Sorry girls. I just dont feel like eating as you all know what in my mind but i will be ok soon.

Thank that they are with me and my mood been better abit. Happy to be with you girls around. Love you girls.

After our dinner, we went bugis village. All of us brought the same bag. Sister causal bag. Only mine is white.

Guess. What angeline is doing?

I cant say out oh. If not you all will know :x

hav to spray my hair black

2008-12-03T00:37:00.001+08:00

Morning wake my mum up to help me spray my hair black. Haha. She think is fun lo. Anyhow spray. !!

See, is black lo but still got color inside. nah. Yea. Last exam paper finish lo. Lelele. Keke. Playing with laiqiang. Two big kids of us. Snatching this shirt. WAHAHA.

At work nth do sia. Walking around and take some photos.

Dave took it. I still can squeeze in oh.

Ending work soon.. dave, gerald and me went out for smoke break. After their smoke break i went to buy:

Bring in and eat. Hiding somewhere to yumyum. Oop.

most busy/tired day and being molest

2008-11-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

Fuck la. Being molest by one of my customer(ang mo). I cant even say a word. Walk in and just touch/ticker my waist. Arg. Only can stand away from him and act a smile on my face.

During work very busy. Is damm busy. From morning work until shop close. Even breakfast and lunch didnt eat. My gastic was pain. No choice. After finish everything hurry went down meet my colleague(dave). He is waiting for me to eat together.

Now my legs was so tired. Find six blue black. !!!

what happen

2008-11-29T02:08:00.002+08:00

This few day being so fuck up during night. Abit, temper lose control. Somehow kuai lan and hack care.

So if wan talk to me, try to be more understanding. Dont make me pek chek, dont force me and DONT TALK NONSENSE. Talk nonsense then fuck off.

If u think why am i like that then stop talking to me. I am fine with it. Since i have this kind of attitude.

Just now yong hua at malaysian call me. Talk to him bo mood but he make me laugh.

Suddenly want go da bian then later call me back. I dont let him go. At there keep making noise cause i tell him if he hang up i wont listen his call later. Haha. Say he da bian very fast. Keep ask me to let him go, if not da bian coming out. Hahaha. Tel me later must listen to call, i say dun wan then at there make noise again. Funny him.

photo shoots

2008-11-28T02:07:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning went for photo shoot. Reach there so hot lo. Quite alots of people at there look at me. !!!

Let me show you some of the photos.

Done with the photo shoot, went shopshop with hweijuan.

Time up. Hurry rush to work cause boss there. oop.

me work doris work

2008-11-24T00:53:00.004+08:00

Didnt go school today, went work cause my colleague sick. Morning rush my project then send to my group members to finish it up.

Had my lunch with gerald. He having lunch break too. I order fishball noodles(add noodles) and drink gava juice. After my lunch accompany doris for her lunch. I order mushroom soup. Yummy. Had my lunch soooo full.

Dont anyhow think. It just a corn. :x

Disgusting her.

Went toilet.

Funny her rite.

After work meet her again. Have our dinner together and then went home. Both of us are tired.

Grandmother 70th birthday

2008-11-23T21:32:00.009+08:00

Morning went for a talk at cc with joycelyn, doris and wai hao. Talk about marriage and birth rate. ! I am still young and went for this talk. At there eat until very full. got buffet. keke.

After that, wai hao went to meet his friends. Joycelyn and doris went marina square shop and me? Went suntec look for friends. Go there bully peoples. Dare me to go and will let me bully. keke. Reach there oh no. Got some rumours spreading around. ! Nothing to say.

Evening, outside was raining and we sit cab down to my relative coffee shop to celebrate grandmother 70th birthday. Was wondering what to drink cause dont feel like drinking beer. So i call lime juice but what? They are selling but dun have. Nvm lo. So i ask for sour plum juice. Lan a. Also dun have den what the point putting out the poster there. Forget it.

Shushu & Me
Ahma & Ahgong

KaiLing & Me
Outside grandmother house

very pekchek and angry

2008-11-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

I VERY PEK CHEK. fuck la. Angry until i not hungry.

I was late for my test due to some reasons and when i reach the test end. arg. now i hav to wait until next year. really bombing up. fuckfuckfuck and i cant blame anyone. What e hell. Waste my money and my time.

On my way there, one cleaner uncle heard i very angry talking on the phone. when i hang up, he come toward me, wan to make me smile. He sweep until half way come tell me my turn to sweep. !!! I was like cooling down at the moment and walk off. Dont wan to show that kind of face to him.

I damm angry la. waste my pass few week studying on it. My friends call me and i jus throw out my temper at them. ARGgg. think of it fuck up.

Lunch time, mood was better so at hougang mall eat KFC with hweijuan. We order Christmas buddy meal. She cant eat much. so i eat 3pc of chrisy chicken.

At night go swimming with hweijuan and doris. cool down myself. At there funny lo. Play water. We went another side of the pool to lie on the chair, stare at the sky den one of guard walk pass. so is time for us to go pompom and i jump down of the pool, swim back. When i reach there, saw that guard again. He tel me that they are closing and ask me am i singaporean. ! so we just chat awhile while i was waiting for hweijuan and doris to walk up. When walk toward the ladies, saw that guard again then he say byebye. so.. i oso say byebye lo. The guard somehow look young sia. :x

Erm. i oso find that when i talk abit lyk malaysian. ...... think mix to much with china and malaysian le. haha.

hair cut. hair super... arg.

2008-11-19T09:50:00.008+08:00

Yesterday went for a hair cut cause find that my hair super ugly. ARG. sian.

My rashes have been recover but then those scar havent. hai. better dont leave me those scars.

Keep on getting sick or not feeling well. WHY?

No one take care of me?
No one can control me?
Keep caught in the rain?
Keep on thinking stupid things?
Eat whatever i wan to eat?
No time to rest?
Too stress?

..... ! Whatever lo. Now, life to me is BUSY.

Nth special to say as i alway work and school. Just feel damm tired. Tired of everything.

Work and work until i find what i wan in my life.

suddenly hand pain. no ideal. pain

2008-11-11T13:38:00.003+08:00

ARGGG.. my hand pain.

How come sia. i dunno how i get injure.
Now cant take heavy stuffs but hai hao still can move.

Yesterday went back wan to apply med oil but den......i forget.
In sch quite stress with project but now better le. can say understand le bah. :x
Anyway must thank hanley. :)

Today went back home must rmmber to apply med oil le. If not, how can i take heavy stuffs. arg.
Think i will forget bah. :x

Back for lunch

Morning actually stomach already not feeling well. PAIN..
But i feel like eating Mega Mcspicy. So went tmp mall mcdonald with sihui, cassie and changheng for lunch.
Was about to finish, feel more sick. so stop eating. hai. waste foods lo.

Headache, feel like vomit and stomach very uncomfortable.
Maybe too oily for me cos i cant take too oily foods + morning already not feeling well le.

........ ARG..

no work

2008-11-07T01:35:00.008+08:00

Well. Now i am at mingyue husband house with hweijuan and some of his friends. They was playing cards. For me, dun feel lyk playing.

My malaysian ahjie(meiling) message me again. wan intro me guy. ! i dun wan lo. Lyk nobody wan me lyk tat but... no one wan lo. :x
Feel lyk to have someone to teng, to love, to care. but i dunno y...... scare. haha.

Today, let myself off one day. Outfit will be

Keke. went orchard with hweijuan and mingyue. reach there hungryhungry le. so went pastamania eat. One of the manager very funny, give me extra stamp.

Went shopshop and saw one black dress very nice. so brought it. expenvise. arg.

Think i stop now le. Been forcing out to play cards NOW if not.......